“Can I still knock on your door after all is lost

Or can I still come closer to you with all my sin I have lost my joy because of my ignorance

You were my lover, my companion, my family I left you,

when i came back you showed me your mercy Your promise is the only thing that keeps me safe

My heart screams HEAL ME

I miss being in the arms of the Lord and his kindness accepts me

Make me beautiful because my ugliness have reached my inside

I miss a God that changes my heart.”