“Can I still knock on your door after all is lost
Or can I still come closer to you with all my sin I have lost my joy because of my ignorance
You were my lover, my companion, my family I left you,
when i came back you showed me your mercy Your promise is the only thing that keeps me safe
My heart screams HEAL ME
I miss being in the arms of the Lord and his kindness accepts me
Make me beautiful because my ugliness have reached my inside
I miss a God that changes my heart.”